A few weeks ago, I drove to Seneca Falls, NY in search of a new job. I felt pretty good about the location (it's much closer to all of my family) and it would afford me some new opportunities. I pretty much had my mind made up that if I was offered the position, I would take it.
Fast forward two weeks, they decided to go in a "different direction" in hiring. After having everyone come through, they realized they were looking for someone with more management experience (something I have little of). So, I resigned myself into believing that I wasn't going to be moving anytime soon.
I changed my direction and focus. Although I was putting out my resumes as before, surfing the job sites and all...I decided it was time to put energies into establishing some "essentials" for an itinerant evangelism ministry.
I played around with some logo ideas. I started this blog. I am working on setting up some "marketing" dvd's and cd's.
Again, fast forward two weeks, and it's yesterday. I met with a friend early in the day to talk about a few things on my mind (to sort out some of the stuff over the past few weeks) and she says, "You need to walk 1-hour everyday and God will speak to you." Ok. Normally I would just say ok and laugh it off later. But, God had already been speaking to me about walking. Though, I missed the part about Him speaking. When I left with her, I decided to go walking. I didn't have any great revelations or words from God, just feeling the need to be obedient.
Later that day (remember, it was yesterday), I get this phone message from a head-hunter I've been working with. The same company that decided I didn't have the management skills they were looking for was still very impressed with me and would like to talk with me about another position that has "opened up". Hunh!
I am so very lost and confused at this very moment. I got up this morning, went for the 1-hour walk. Spent time in God's Word. Prayed. Read some more. Prayed some more. And here I am - none the wiser.
Aren't you glad you're reading my posts? Kind of has that "sit on the edge of your seat" feeling to it - doesn't it?
Well, I am waiting...Waiting on God to direct my path. Waiting on God to speak His Will for my life. Probably more likely, waiting on me to hear God and what He has already spoken to me.
Still Waiting...
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