Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Thinking...Over Thinking...

I was Thinking...over thinking. (a line from a Relient-K song).

That's exactly what I've been doing.  Thinking!  My brain hurst from "over" thinking.

Should I do this or that? 

IF I choose this - then, what if or it will affect that...

IF I choose that - then, I would miss out on this or maybe...

Over-thinking!

As I've been taking these daily walks and listening for God's voice, I might get a song lyric stuck in my head that plays over and over like a scratch on a CD causes it to skip...I don't think about anything - just that lyric.  Other times, I have these little "plays" in my head of what if I do this or what if I do that.  I control the movement of the actors as if I was the director. 

Either way, I still do not feel the CLEAR direction of the Lord.  But what's even funnier, I don't even have a decision to make yet.  I have potential decisions to make.  That's the funniest part!  I have been getting headaches thinking...no, over-thinking the decision that I don't even have to make yet.

Well...I know that I will have the right answer, when it's the right time to answer.  So, why do I continually over-think this?!

I think it's time for my walk!

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