This Stew is Done!

It seems that I have been stewing...the heat is on, my blood is boiling, chunks of me are start to stick to the bottom.  Somebody needs to turn off the heat!

That's how I feel.  I'm realizing it doesn't take much, heck, I don't even need a reason, to boil over.  Just one question, one comment, one action.  Where's my coach for Anger Management???

AND I'M STILL ASKING - WHEN CAN I HIT SOMETHING!?!?

I have been a little edgy lately, I'll admit.  I've been overly tired, my body is exhausted, my emotions are drained.  I just need a little rest, some relaxation and a mental vacation.  The Broad Street run on Sunday took all my physical energy - my muscles are still recovering.  I haven't been getting enough sleep.  My work is, well, understimulation, underchallenging and underpaying.  

I feel like something needs to change.

I've been making changes, however small they are, to help in this process.  I've been attempting an earlier start to my night routine, in hopes of a few more minutes of sleep.  My schedule is practically non-existent (except for the weekends in which there is no free-time).  I've limited my interactions with mostly people I can trust who build me up.  But I'm still stewing.

I know, I know.  The best sauce takes days to cook, but man, the heat is hot and I just need a few moments to cool off.  Plus, I think this stew is done!

Just saying.